| Another fucking butterfly.
As R.I.P. looked at what was coming through the door of his tat shop,
he knew he was going to end up doing another fucking butterfly. Or two.
Yup. Given the pair of long, blond, and bubbly that was jiggling their
giggly way up to his receptionist, he was so not going to be rocking any
skull-and-bones shit into their skin.
These Paris Hiltons and their we're-so-bad excitement had him
looking at the clock . . . and wishing he closed now, instead of one a.m.
Man . . . the shit he did for money. Most of the time he could be all
yeah, whatever about the lightweights who came in to get marked up, but
tonight the bright ideas of cutie-pies annoyed him. Hard to get enthused
about the Hello Kitty set when he'd just spent three hours doing a memorial
portrait for a biker who'd lost his best friend on the road. One was real life,
the other a cartoon.
Mar, his receptionist, came over to him. "You got time to do a
quickie?" Her pierced eyebrows went up as her eyes rolled. "Shouldn't take
long."
"Yeah." He nodded to his padded chair. "Get the first one over here."
"They want to be done together."
Of course they did. "Fine. Grab the stool from the back."
As Mar disappeared behind a curtain and he got set up, the two by the
cash register held each other's hands and twittered over the consent forms
they had to sign. From time to time, both of them shot him wide looks, like
with all his tats and his metal, he was an exotic tiger they'd come to admire
at a zoo . . . and totally approved of.
Uh-huh. Right. He would cut his own balls off before he threw them
as much as a pity fuck.
After Mar took their money, she brought them over and introduced
them as Keri and Sarah. Which was more than he'd expected. He'd been
bracing himself for Tiffany and Brittney.
"I want a rainbow carp," Keri said as she got into his chair with what
she clearly intended to be an enticing arch. "Right here."
She pulled up her tight little shirt, undid the zipper on her jeans, and
pushed down the top of her pink thong. Her belly button had a hoop with a
pink rhinestone heart dangling off of it and it was clear she was into
electrolysis.
"Fine," R.I.P. said. "How big."
Keri the Seductress seemed to deflate a little--as if her no doubt one
hundred percent success rate with college football players had led her to
assume he would pant all over the real estate she was showing him.
"Um . . . not too big. My parents would kill me if they knew I was
doing this . . . so it can't show over a bikini bottom."
Of course not. "Two inches?" He held up his tatted hand and gave her
a sense of dimension.
"Maybe . . . a little smaller."
With a black pen, he made a sketch on her, and after she asked him to
stay on the inside of the lines, he snapped on his black gloves, got out a fresh
needle, and tuned up his gun.
It took Keri about a second and a half to sport tears and hang onto
Sarah's hand as if she were giving birth without an epidural. And that was
the difference, wasn't it. There was a huge divide between the hard-core and
the wannabe. Butterflies and carps and pretty little hearts were not--
The shop's door opened wide . . . and R.I.P. sat up a little straighter on
his rolling stool.
The three men who walked in were not in military uniforms, but they
were definitely not civilians. Dressed in black leather from their jackets to
their pants to their shitkickers, they were huge men who sucked the walls of
the shop in closer and shrank the ceiling down tight. Lot of bulges hidden
underneath those coats. The kinds made by guns and maybe knives.
With a subtle shift, R.I.P. moved in the direction of his counter, where
the emergency alarm button was.
The one on the left had mismatched eyes and gunmetal piercings and
a killer's cool stare. The one on the right seemed a little closer to
mainstream, with his pretty-boy puss and the red hair--except for the fact
that he carried himself like someone who'd been to war and back.
The one in the middle, however, was trouble. Slightly larger than his
buddies, he had dark brown hair that was cut short and a classically
handsome face--but his blue eyes were lifeless, with about as much
reflection as old asphalt.
A dead man walking. With nothing to lose.
"Hey," R.I.P. called out to greet them. "You guys need some ink?"
"He does." The one with the piercings nodded at his blue-eyed buddy.
"And he's got the design. It's a shoulder piece."
R.I.P. gave his instincts a chance to weigh in on the project. The men
didn't eye Mar inappropriately. There was no casing of the cash register and
no one went for their metal. They waited politely--but with expectation. Like
either he did what they wanted, or they'd find someone else who would.
He eased back into position, thinking they were his peeps. "Cool. I'll
be finished in no time here."
Mar spoke up from behind the counter. "We were supposed to be
closing in less than an hour--"
"But I'll do you," R.I.P. told the one in the center. "You don't worry
about the time."
"And I think I'll stay," Mar said, eyeing the one with the piercings.
The blue-eyed guy's hands came up and moved with distinct gestures.
After he was finished, the pierced one translated, "He says thanks. And he's
brought his own ink, if that's okay."
Not exactly the norm, and against the health code, but R.I.P. had no
trouble being flexible for the right customer. "No prob, my man."
He got back to work with the carp and Keri resumed her bitten lip and
little-girl moaning routine. When he was finished, he was not at all surprised
that Sarah, after having watched her friend go through "agony," decided that
she wanted a refund instead of some pretty, rainbow-colored ink of her own.
Which was good news. It meant that he could get to work on the guy
with the dead eyes right away.
As he snapped off his black gloves and cleaned up, he wondered what
in the hell the design was going to look like. And exactly how long it was
going to take Mar to get inside the pierced guy's pants.
Former was likely to be fairly good.
And the latter . . . he'd give that about ten minutes, because she'd
caught his mismatched stare and Mar was a fast worker--not just behind the
counter.
Across town, away from the bars and tat shops on Trade Street, in an
enclave of brownstones and cobbled lanes, Xhex stood in a bay window and
stared out of wavy antique glass.
She was naked and cold and bruised.
But she was not weak.
Down below, on the sidewalk, a human female strolled along with a
little yappy dog on a string and a cell phone up to her ear. Across the way,
people in other elegant walk-ups were drinking and eating and reading. Cars
went by slowly out of both respect for the neighbors and fear for their
suspension systems on the uneven street.
The Homo sapiens peanut gallery couldn't see or hear her. And not
just because the capacities of that other race were so diminished in
comparison to those of vampires.
Or in her case, half-symphath vampires.
Even if she turned the ceiling light on and screamed until her voice
box gave out, even if she waved her arms until they fell out of their sockets,
the men and women who were all around would just keep up whatever they
were doing, unaware that she was trapped in this bedroom, thick in their
midst. And it wasn't as if she could pick up the bureau or the bedside table
and break the glass. Same with kicking down the door or crawling through
the bathroom vent.
She'd tried all that.
The assassin in her had to be impressed by the pervasive nature of her
invisible cell: There was, quite literally, no way to get around, through, or
out of it.
Turning away from the window, she paced around the king-size bed
with its silk sheets and horrible memories . . . and went by the marble
bathroom . . . and kept going by the door that led out into the hall. Given the
way things went with her captor, it wasn't as if she needed more exercise,
but she couldn't keep still, her body twitchy and humming.
She'd done this against-her-will thing once before. Knew how the
mind, like a starved body, could cannibalize itself after too long if you didn't
feed it something to churn over.
Her favorite distraction? Mixed drinks. After having worked in clubs
for years, she knew legions of cocktails and concoctions and she ran through
them, picturing the bottles and the glasses and the pouring and the ice and
the spice.
That Bartender-pedia routine had kept her sane.
Up until now, she had banked on a mistake, a slipup, an opportunity
for escape. None had come and that hope was starting to fade, exposing a
huge black hole that was ready to eat her. So she just kept making drinks in
her head and searching for her opening.
And her past experience helped in a strange way. Whatever happened
here, however bad it got, however much it hurt physically, it was nothing
compared to what she'd been through before.
This was the minor leagues.
Or . . . at least she told herself that. Sometimes it felt worse.
More with the pacing, past the two bay windows in front, by the
bureau, and then around the bed again. This time she went into the
bathroom. There were no razors or brushes or combs, just some towels that
were slightly damp and a bar of soap or two.
When Lash had abducted her, using the same kind of magic that was
keeping her in this suite of rooms, he had brought her to this elegant crib of
his and their first night and day together had been indicative of how it was
going to be.
In the mirror over the double sinks, she saw herself and performed a
dispassionate review of her body. There were bruises all over her . . . cuts
and scrapes, too. He was brutal in what he did, and she fought back because
she'd be damned if she let him kill her--so it was hard to tell what marks had
been made by him and what had been incidental to what she'd done to the
bastard.
Get his ass naked in front of some glass, and she'd bet her last breath
he didn't look any better than she did.
Eye for an eye.
The unfortunate corollary was that he liked that she met fire with fire.
The more they battled it out, the more he got turned on, and she sensed he
was surprised at his own emotions. For the first couple of days, he'd been in
punishment mode, trying to pay her back for what she'd done to his last
girlfriend--evidently, those bullets she'd put in that bitch's chest had really
ticked his shit off. But then things had changed. He'd started to talk less
about his ex and more about body parts and fantasies involving a future that
included her bearing his spawn.
Pillow talk for the sociopath.
Now his eyes glowed for another reason when he came to her, and if
he knocked her out, she usually regained consciouness with him wrapped
around her body.
Xhex turned away from her reflection, and froze before taking another
step.
Someone was downstairs.
Leaving the bathroom, she went to the door that led out into the hall
and inhaled slow and deep. As the scent of sweaty roadkill wafted into her
sinuses, it was clear whatever was hoofing around down below was a
lesser--but it wasn't Lash.
Nope, this was his minion, the one who came every night before her
captor arrived to make him something to eat. Which meant Lash was on the
way to the brownstone.
Man, wasn't it just her luck: She got snatched by the only member of
the Lessening Society who ate and fucked. The rest of them were impotent
as a ninety-year-old and existed on an air diet, but Lash? Fucker was fully
functional.
Going back over to the window, she put her hand out toward the glass.
The boundary that marked her prison was an energy field that felt like a
prickling heat as she came into contact with it. The damn thing was like an
invisi-fence for things bigger than dogs--with the added bene of no collar
being required.
There was a little give in it . . . as she pressed forward, there was a
hint of flexibility, but only up to a point. Then the molecules that were
agitated pulled together and the burning sensation got so acute she had to
shake her hand out and walk off the pain.
As she waited for Lash to come back to her, her mind drifted to the
male she tried never to think of.
Especially if Lash was around. It was unclear how much her captor
could get into her head, but she didn't want to take chances. If the bastard
got an itch that that mute soldier was her well-of-soul, as her people called
it, he would use that against her . . . and John Matthew.
An image of the male came to her mind, his blue eyes resonating in
her recollection so clearly, she could see the flecks of navy in them. God,
those beautiful blue eyes.
She could remember when she first met him, back when he was a
pretrans. He had looked at her with such awe and wonder, as if she were
larger than life, a revelation. Of course, at that point, all she knew was that
he was packing heat in ZeroSum, and as head of security for the club, she'd
been hell-bent on disarming him and throwing him out into the street. But
then she'd learned the Blind King was his whard and that had changed
everything.
Following the happy little news flash about who was all up in his biz,
John was not just welcome to be armed; he was a special guest, along with
his two boys. After that, he'd come in regularly and had always watched her,
those blue eyes on her wherever she was. And then he'd transitioned. Holy
hell, had he turned into a big one, and abruptly that stare had something hot
added to the gentle shyness.
It had taken a lot to kill that kindness. But true to her assassin's nature,
she'd managed to strangle the warmth out of--the way he looked at her.
Focusing on the street below, she thought of that time they had been
together at her basement place. After the sex, when he'd tried to kiss her,
when his blue eyes had glowed with the trademark vulnerability and
compassion she'd come to associate with him, she'd pulled away and shut
him down.
It was a case of lost nerve. She just couldn't handle the pressure of all
that hearts-and-flowers stuff . . . or the responsibility that came with being
around someone who felt like that about her . . . or the reality that she had
the capacity to love him back.
The payback had been the death of that special look.
The solace she took was that among the males who were likely to try
to come after her--Rehvenge, iAm, and Trez . . . the Brotherhood--John was
not on a crusade. If he was searching for her, it was because he had to as a
soldier, not because he was compelled to as part of a personal suicide
mission.
No, John Matthew wouldn't be on the warpath because of how he felt
about her.
And having already watched a male of worth destroy himself trying to
rescue her, at least she didn't have to do that again.
As the smell of fresh grilling steak permeated the brownstone, she
shut off her thoughts and gathered her will around her like a suit of armor.
Her "lover" would be here any minute, so she needed to batten down
her mental hatches and get ready for tonight's battle. Pervasive exhaustion
dragged at her, but her will ushered that deadweight out on its ass. She
needed to feed, even more than she needed proper sleep, but neither of those
was happening anytime soon.
It was a question of putting one foot in front of the other until
something broke.
That and taking out the male who dared to hold her against her will.
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